Week Update

Another week of life has passed, and it was long and tiring. The weekend is about over; the weekends pass way too fast nowadays. I went to Longwood on Monday, and I was accepted because they have immediate decision. I mean it’s cool and all, but I wasn’t too excited. It’s cool that I got into a college, but I hope I get into something more reputable. We’ll just have to see. My top choices for now are George Mason University and Christopher Newport University.

My birthday is in 6 days. I have no expectation. Because I know for sure I won’t get the one thing I want: my license. It’s something that doesn’t cost money, and frankly it’s been over three months. So, is just sitting here going to make me a better driver? I don’t know what my parent’s philosophy is, but I can’t control their opinion. And the one thing I wanted, a puppy, my mother won’t get me that either. So yeah I’m going to have the most awesome birthday ever. I was so excited to have a birthday on a Saturday, until this happened. I’m not excited for my birthday, and all the “happiness” that comes with it. The only thing I’m excited for is that my sister is coming home. That’ll be a gift in itself.

It absolutely sucks to be an only child for a year, with no license. I live in an awkward home, and I can’t escape from the awkwardness anymore. Last year I was hardly home, and I liked it that way. And it sucks to know that I never abused my driving capabilities, while plenty of people in my grade have driven reckless or intoxicated. I was never a bad driver. And I still don’t know what happened, so I cannot justify why it happened.

It’s just really an unfortunate life now.

Take Me Away – Chase Coy
Tired and Uninspired – My American Heart